Obsessed with my new shoes! Love!
“Sometimes, when you have such unnerving and lovely thoughts as I, you begin to assume that you and everyone around you is a little deranged. When you live in a society that’s in such utter chaos as ours, no one person can be sane any longer. Humanity itself will drive you bitterly insane, its quite charming actually. “
I miss the way you used to be. You were my bestfriend. I miss being weird with you. I miss seeing the stupid faces we would make in pictures. I miss always talking about all our promises. I even miss talking about stupid stuff like boys. I miss our old crazy sleepovers. I miss you. You were so free, so open. You didnt care what people thought, and you always had far too much energy. Sometimes my parents thought you were a little crazy, but I never really minded. I miss you being in my school. I regret not listening to you. I know he must’ve done something to really mess you up. Im sorry that i can’t help you, but how can I trust a word you say anymore? I just don’t understand how you could be so dramatically different. I get that people change but all the sudden you were gone, writing me letters from the hospital about how you were depressed? It didnt make sense to me. You were always the happiest person I knew. You were never not smiling or laughing. The last time we hung out we sat in your room, me drawing butterflies all down your arms. I miss it. I miss the old days when we would laugh at practically nothing. And i feel like its partially my fault, I didnt do enough, or I wasnt there enough, but I dont know what else I could’ve done. I’m sorry. I miss you.
#sibling #love #girl #summer (Taken with instagram)